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man, it's back to this again.

[Nov. 2nd, 2009|11:42 pm]

its funny how i believed you, J
believed you when you said my position will never change
believed you when you said no one would ever replace me
believed you when you said i'll always be your favourite
believed you when you said you'll always be there
believed you when you said you were busy cuz of school
believed what you promised
and most of all
believe what you told me to believe
what a joke
its so contradicting how on the line you could say everything and anything about her
then on the other hand so many other things had actually happened
funny how i could never tell that you were lying
funny how i kept on trusting
funny how i kept deluding myself
that whatever you said was real
that it wasnt all lies
and now i can laugh at how stupid i was t trust everything you said
how you made everything sound perfect
yeah perfect mistake maybe
but out of all your lies,
you're my friend
was my favourite
i cant deny that
and i've decided
i should stop letting my feelings overpower my conscience
i dont think i deserve t be treated like that
i am getting over it
you can get her
whatever you want
i am leaving you out of my life
thank you very much
i should've stuck to what i wanted to do
to stop contacting you
to stop talking to you
i definitely will live a better life without you
of course, because it'd be without an asshole like you

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patrick STAR	[Sep. 25th, 2009\|06:58 pm]
shawna should just be patrick STAR. i mean how hard is it to dress?! SEEEEE! SO CUTE! also, have you seen the "ugly ducklings" in farmville? it looks like Shawna with a perverted face.
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when you're gone	[Sep. 22nd, 2009\|03:37 pm]
i guess Clare is right. if you really love someone you should be happy to let the person go. I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
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the giver	[Sep. 11th, 2009\|08:21 am]
my self esteem is on an all time low. ): i feel super fat/fugly/fat plus my arms are aching from the pushups we had to do during synchro (im not sure how that is relevant to having low self esteem though) im hoping today would be much more fun then it seems. was supposed to go prawning and cycling at east coast but now we're going Marina Barrage(double r?one r?) to fly kites? i dont know!! i neeed more jellyhearts/starbucks potato salad!! ):
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the fire's still burning in our eyes!	[Sep. 9th, 2009\|10:03 pm]
i am VERY tempted to change to lj!;0 srsly! i like my new skin:) its like repeated though D: cancelled math tuition today. hahahaha! going Changi with qinyi cheekuen and shawna. but i have synchro before that! and Jiali wants us to stay back. i luv synchro:D its so fun! i have also came to conclusion, that MORT is not a mouse squirrel, but a mouse lemur. also, squirrels are cuter than lemurs! have you seen king julian(madagascar) he's a lemur and HE'S UGLY. i like king julian, his accent's funny!:D (btw the cuttags below are just lyrics, so you dont have to waste your time:D) ( Homeless Heart )( Fuzzy Blue Lights )
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history repeats itself?	[Sep. 7th, 2009\|09:17 pm]
i deleted some despo/disgusting guy off fb, and he keeps adding me back, even after i 'ignored' the friend request 6+ times. moving on, today=waste of my time. hopefully the rest of the holz will be more productive. please please please. i really srsly cannot relax becuz of some screwed situation. someone please tell me when the CE slides are dued! or im screwed. i dont wish to get white hair. really.
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WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS LIFE.	[Aug. 21st, 2009\|11:10 pm]
i think im gonna start locking SOME posts. and i found a way to use all my blogs, PRODUCTIVELY. blogger- mostly about my life, and more positive:) livejournal- random thoughts, most of them will be pretty negative:\ wordpress- things from other peoples blogs that I find funny:) xanga-will be deleted.(soon) so anyway, this post is gonna be pretty much negative:\ lang artz wuz HELL(not because the lesson wuz boring or anything) cuz i kept thinking about... what we talked about last night. i wanna get out of this country A.S.A.P. for shor-peeng & yeah:D FRICK, why do the holz take SO DAMN LONG to come!! mummy wuz really keen on going Canada next year( for a few months), but Silyn has O'levels.): i wanna go!! my life in Singapore is kinda SCREWED. i just really CANT STAND some people! F.CK THEM. WHAT THE H.LL IS THEIR PROBLEM. SRSLY. i try to be nice to you(REALLY), but EVERYTIME i do that, you just WALK ALL OVER ME. the past is the past SO WHY DO YOU BRING THINGS UP, JUST TO EMBARRASS ME! also, there is another person that PISSES THE HECK OUT OF ME. why do you try to act so nice infront of me(which is damn annoying btw), and think that i dont know what you told my sister's friend. and, i dont need your help to find out what things stand for, I DIDNT EVEN ASK YOU FOR YOUR HELP. lastly, 1 F.CKING BIAS person who makes my school life so SCREWED UP/ plz, just stop it! what did i even do to you! I'm already trying DAMN hard to hand in my work in time okay! life is f.cked up.
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We can go anywhere!:D	[Aug. 15th, 2009\|11:01 pm]
Slow down, things have been a little crazy Right now, it's time to get away You can, find out, what it is you’re really after Time is on our side Come on, we're leaving everything behind You know that sun is shining We’ll keep driving doesn’t matter where Cause' we got that open highway Leading our way As long as you are there Yeah, we can go anywhere Oh, we can go anywhere Uh, yeah Breakdown, all the pressure that surrounds you Allow, it all to fade away We can, move on looking in the rearview mirror- Wave goodbye, come on we're leaving everything behind You know that sun is shining We’ll keep driving, doesn’t matter where 'Cause we got that open highway leading our way As long as you are there Yeah, we can go anywhere We're gonna be so far gone Some place we ain't never been before Finding a favorite song We'll end up right where we belong You know that sun is shining We’ll keep driving, doesn’t matter where 'Cause we got that open highway leading our way As long as you are there You know that sun is shining We’ll keep driving, doesn’t matter where 'Cause we got that open highway Leading our way As long as you are there……. Yeah, we can go anywhere ooooohhhh, we can go anywhere mmmmm yeah Come with me, everything will be alright (We can go anywhere) Movin' on 'cause we're leavin' it all behind (We can go anywhere) Come with me, everything will be alright (Ohh-Whoa-Whoa) Movin' on 'cause we're leavin' it all behind (Mmm-Ahhh)
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coughing like a spazzy shawna

[Aug. 11th, 2009|08:07 pm]

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whats up with everyone changing to lj??
anyway, mummy brought me to the docs today and i have an mc till wed.
another day stuck at home.
ohhhhboy.
im thinking of leaving blogger.
but then again i think i'll stay.
i dont know!! it just seems so WASTED.
like all my 150++ entries,
just alll ABANDONED.
my throat hurts!!
it was worse when i woke up this morning.
my mummy wants me to wear a mask!:\
but its super uncomfortable.
qinyi asked me to post, and i have noooooo idea what to!
so i'll just update you guys on how my life's been!
theres nothing really much to say though.
as you can see(or read),
i spent my whole national day weekend at home,
sleeping.
what i PIG right?
thank goodness mummy pulled me out yesterday.
went to bukit timah plaza with the intention of getting (SUPER AWESOME) jellyhearts,
but guess what!!
its only available today!
):<
got silyn's instaxx film anyway.
and i saw my uncle there.
anyway, i'll fast forward alllll the way to after seeing the doctor.
went to nyny to take away:)
and well, i end up sleeping again.
my life practically revolves around sleeping now:\
anyway, im more or less done here.
:)

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